Monthly Archives: June 2010

uncertain

So lately I’ve been sitting silent in a constant state of introspective evaluating. Here I am getting closer to the big 3-0 still wondering what I will do with my life, with no concrete leads to anything. I’ve been doing this fashion thing since 05 and honestly I’m afraid I don’t know how to do anything else. I love this fashion world but as of lately it hasn’t been showing me the kind of love I would like.

I mean don’t get me wrong I’ve had some great opportunities in Styling and other facets of Fashion that maybe I just didn’t feel like were great matches for me and they’ve somewhat jaded me. I never thought that at this age I would be jaded with something I haven’t quite mastered and I’m unsure if I will. It seems that once one journey stops another one starts and I’m beginning to wonder does one ever truly find themselves… But there’s that one thing inside of me that reminds me that we all have a purpose in life and in my heart I know what mine is and it’s my baby, my secret and all I need to do is nurture it and it shall flourish.

I’m working on my MBA and I truly feel I was drawn to this program for a great reason that I have yet to see but I know it’s going to be a tremendous move when it happens. I’m praying to whom ever the Gods may be for a sign…

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